Can't shake da funk!
June 04, 2002 - 19:57
| I saw my Neurosurgeon today. He’s a pretty cool guy – a bit of a hippie actually. He sawed off his ponytail a little while ago so I think he’s finally becoming a conformist. He looked at my leaky head and took some samples and tested them out. It’s nice to deal with someone who’s reasonably thorough. My “family doctor” just asks a couple of questions, glances over the problem area and fills out a prescription. Quite honestly, I think G.P.’s in this country work directly for the drug companies. I’ve been pretty lonely lately. I know...What a whiner, eh? I remember when I was a kid, thinking that marriage would be a total cure for loneliness because I’d have someone with me at all times. I used to think the same way about marriage and sex. Boy was I wrong. I think you can feel more alone IN a relationship than out. At least, when you’re not in a relationship, there are no expectations and you just deal with it. Anyway, I only see Luvofmylife as she’s running from one place to the next. I haven’t heard from my friends in a long time. My old friends, work friends, like that. I hate good weather. People get busy and forget each other. I hate that relationships can be so disposable. Well, it’s probably just me feeling sorry for myself. If the remedy for the infection takes, I’ll be at work next Monday. That ought to get me out of this funk. Arc |
