Of course, our discussion took place over the telephone, but I could tell, even over that scratchy sounding implement, that she’d been sent by God to change my life. Also, she’d been into the bubbly so maybe she was just mellowed out. But I know that she really does sound that way…so-oh sweet!

I’ve known her for a little while through her writing and our correspondences. I’ve seen pictures of her and seen how utterly beautiful she is. I’ve had an image in my mind of what she’s like and who she is. So when she asked me to call her, I went into a bit of shock. I was in a comfort zone with her where the image and personality were set. But, there’s no way I was going to pass up an opportunity like that. I called immediately.

I don’t remember much of the conversation except that I was probably a complete boob – tongue-tied. Christ, I couldn’t breathe throughout the call. I thought my heart would leap out of my throat at any moment. How could I reach the ripe old age of 49 and still have an event like this effect me this way? I do remember her part of the conversation, though, and that she was extremely sweet and sexy.

For a while, it was like I was talking to a completely different person. However, I’m pretty sure I was saying the things that I usually say to her…which felt kind of weird…like I was saying these things to a complete stranger. Of course, her responses, not only in what she said but the inflections in her voice, came from the wonderful woman I’d come to know. Nonetheless, she’s changed in my mind into someone even more fantastic than before.

I truly believe that there’s an infinite amount of space in one’s heart for love. There’s a special place in my heart and mind for everyone in my life. Some just have a bigger place than others.

I love luvofmylife more than at any other time in my life. But, I also love Girlofmydreams intensely. And now Joyinmyheart has made a huge home inside of me. I can only call them friends because they live so far away from me, I am married to Luvofmylife, and I know these two women would never do anything to ruin that.

That aside, I’ve never loved my friends more than I love these two fantastic women.

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