It's been stormy and rainy all day but my office has no windows. So that can't be the problem. I dunno. I just feel strangely alone.

God knows I'm not. There's that gaggle of people I work with, there's Luvofmylife, and Georg the stuffed bear. And of course, there’s Maddy. This is NOT about Maddy.

But…my friends do feel so distant today. They're moving on, in different directions from me. Their lives are changing and I'm feeling a bit left behind.

I don't have many friends but those that I do have, I hold very close to my heart and I'm very possessive of them. But all my friends live so far away that it's very easy to lose touch. And I miss them terribly some times.

This place, this diary, is getting me down as well. I feel like I'm talking to myself lately. I know that's what a diary is for, but I don't seem to connect with anyone any more. At least, not very often. Hmmm…It might be because of entries like this one, eh? *grin*

Maybe it's time for me to move on too. *sigh*

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