You know…it really heartens me that there are some people in this world that you can actually trust. (Speakin’ of the aforementioned little bird) I’m talking about someone who says something and you can absolutely believe everything she says. There are never any head games or coyness or outright lies. I didn’t think that kind of person existed anywhere.

When she pledged her friendship, I didn’t believe that it could be sustained, especially during her new relationship. Even though our communication is much less frequent, she’s still there and still projects the love that’s always been between us. Even though we’re not where I wanted us to be (which was completely unrealistic, bye the way), I feel much more secure about where we are right now. Because this is more real, I feel closer to her somehow.

I’m probably not making much sense.

Of course, if I’d stop trying to analyze the shit out of everything, I’d probably be a happier guy. Lol

Should’a been a shrink.

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