I even started the "Wine Cellar" so I could just have a place to go blubber my guts out. I think I've gone there maybe three times since I started 'cause that's how many entries there are. And they pretty much suck.

I don't think I'll shut anything down or anything...just in case...but I'm really unmotivated to even come here any more.

Bye the way, if anyone knows what's happened to Maddy, please let her know...well...let her know I still care. She's disappeared and not speaking to me any more.

Fuck, I wish I weren't such a twit.