My head hurts
December 11, 2001 - 18:04
I�m having a hard time being creative recently. It must be because, lately, my most meaningful relationships have been with machines � computers mostly - most meaningful but hardly fulfilling and downright frustrating most of the time. It seems that when I get into my techno frame of mind, I can�t think of anything else. I become single minded - like a dog with a bone. Even though I don�t know what the hell I�m doing I persevere until either I solve the problem or my head explodes. I hate when my head explodes. When I try to walk away from the problem I just end up walking around in circles, thinking of how this feature effects that function and if I did this, that might happen. So�I can�t think of anything else. Hello!!! Just got a call from a client. I�m needed in Vancouver on Monday. There must be a God �cause surely to Christ someone�s looking after me. You know�this diary may suck, but it does help un-block my brain - relieves the pressure. Thanks. I'll write something more interesting when the hissing noise stops. Arc |