Lost Blues
February 28, 2002 - 19:38
I�m walking up Younge Street - running, almost - back to my hotel after a long boring day. The cold and the wind are ripping away layers of my skin and I�m moving as fast as I can to end the sting as soon as possible. All the while, I know that I can just take the stairs to the subway where I can end this misery, where a train can take me to a warm room in comfort. But I don�t because I like to walk. I�ve got a blues in my head. It�s pounding me, moving me, pacing me. There�s a chord progression I haven�t heard before with lyrics and guitar licks that I can barely imagine let alone play. Licks that only Stevie Ray could play and probably is from his grave. I can only wish that I had a guitar with me so I could, at least, give this sound some form so I could remember it. If I could only write it down but I can�t and I know that in a day the song and the feel will be gone. As I power my way up the sidewalk, I go past record stores blaring distorted rap and hip hop into the street to attract customers but they�re stealing my notes � pushing them into the crevices of my cortex. I walk past those cheesy sex shops with corseted mannequins in the window and they�re pumping out sleazy stripper tunes through brass plated speakers onto the street. They�re stealing my sound, my blues. Bye the time I reach my hotel I�m blending Queen Latifah with B.B. King and Charlie Pride and my blues is lost. My blues is lost. Yesterday this street was a wonder. Today it�s a paradise for thieves. Arc |