You know�it really heartens me that there are some people in this world that you can actually trust. (Speakin� of the aforementioned little bird) I�m talking about someone who says something and you can absolutely believe everything she says. There are never any head games or coyness or outright lies. I didn�t think that kind of person existed anywhere.

When she pledged her friendship, I didn�t believe that it could be sustained, especially during her new relationship. Even though our communication is much less frequent, she�s still there and still projects the love that�s always been between us. Even though we�re not where I wanted us to be (which was completely unrealistic, bye the way), I feel much more secure about where we are right now. Because this is more real, I feel closer to her somehow.

I�m probably not making much sense.

Of course, if I�d stop trying to analyze the shit out of everything, I�d probably be a happier guy. Lol

Should�a been a shrink.

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